I, the DepressedGoblin

GAH!

I was happy the way i was?

Wasn't I?

I am happy the way i am?

Aren't I?

Well, i thought i was. But I came home today, and felt completley shit. And i cant get out of it.

Drop DEAD FuckingGorgeous__x && Here's To ((You)) My :: Best :: Friend. Just Wanted To Say That I Miss Having You Around. says:
Its just like milk, you got to keep working him to make him untill butter fit to eat.

·$21 W O N D E R A S S W O M A N ·$5 HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLIOT!!! says:
i gave up on him because it seemed like everyone else was having a lick of my milk

·$21 W O N D E R A S S W O M A N ·$5 HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLIOT!!! says:
lol sorry that sounds funny


LMAO! Thats the funniest thing i've read!

Its hard to turst anyone anymore, everyone is so damn focsed on getting up to the highest point of popularity that they dont think about who there crushing on the way up.


And Yet she doesnt have the guts to let me know it was her. GAH! THIS THE LAST STRAW. YOUR OVER!

Hannah.

Dont you see I saving you from a fate worse than death, yet you insist on screwing your self up once again, and im the only one there to pick up the pieces. I hurts me to see your confidence at a all time low and you so miserbale, all because of that fucking twat face jerk! Gah! She wont listen! It gets me sooooooooooooooo pissed off that she will put herself through this for him! She slags him off, tells himit over, yet that small penised greasy haired excuse of a human being keeps reeeling her in and then throwing her out again into the dark lake! She can do so much better!


*Stabs him contiously over and over and over again, untill his eyes are rolling round the floor writhing, then i shall make him eat his own eyeballs.

*cries*

Im sitting in my dining room, perched on the edge of my seat, staring at a very slow converstaion im haveing with Dom. Thinking....

"Wow! This is the summer nearly over, and im sat here talking about wood to Dom."

I cant complain its was all going sooooo smooth, untill i woke up this morning. I looked in the mirror to find a very large spot on my nose, millions of spots on my forehead! I scream inside. Thinking....

"GAH! Why me!"

But i am getting my hair cut next week, into a side fringe again, but last time my fringe was tooooo heavy, so im gonna get it all thinned out and spiky and sharp, but not short :| i loook bad with short hair :|

Poll #806502 How cool am i?
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1=NotCool.::11=SuperCool

So, Its the 21st of August, im just turned 13 and a half!

Im so scared right now. School starts again on the 5th of september. *sighs*

It has took me so long to actually write in this since the end of term, i couldnt.
The last is all all still a blur, it moved to fast..I'll never walk into that school, and think "Meeh! Just another day at this crappy school" Thats the thing, it never was crappy, it was best! It was soooo incredible its unbelievable. I want to go back. I hate the frightening prospect of Sam Whit that is awaiting me in 15 days. Gosh! That last day, even though it was blur, it was so incredibly uplifting!

I think I've got every planned out, the way its going to be on the first day and what im gonna look like, but i know im going to make a complete fool of myself and mess up any chances for anything, i want to make the biggest impact ever, when i wak into the assembly i want people to stare and think, "Yeah, She's gonna go far!". But i just know that, that will never happen. I'll probaly walk in looking dead normal and make everyone think im just a normal person that they shouldnt think twice about...

*sighs again* I want it to be perfect.

"aw ur so garwjuz jst hold on 2 lyf stay strong bbe neva let any 1 let u change ur lik sooo specail 2 me i no ur awayz a shoulder i can hold on 2 neva 4get me in sam whitt bbe jst hold on tight ur b fine ur alwayz fine dts wat i lik bout u soo much jst stay strong bbe plz xx x"

This is from sinead! OMG! i feel so special!

"btw iv neva told u but i rly shuld av ur truly amazin n tht rly stands out 4 me.Thankyou xxx"

This was the last thing that Megan just said to me as she signed out. and now i feel so special...i want to hold onto this forever!